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June 21, 2009I always wanted to study either law or medicine. Since my family is not that well off and I’m kinda doubting myself if I can really make it. So instead of proceeding to medicine or law after my bachelor’s degree in physics I decided to enroll as a graduate student majoring in Physics.
Since sometimes, no matter how things work with your current condtion, out from thin air the things you wanted would immersed. I decided to start studying alone in the fields that i secretly wanted. But then, its hard to deal with two very broad and difficult field so I decided to choose one.
For medicine, yes I love the thought of operating and then dealing with sickness and the thought of curing of course but, I just can’t imagine handling corpses. Cadavers, thats what they call it right? I can handle extreme wounds and even those instestine splattered over the floor. But then I have to deal with cadavers during the duration of the study right? That’s a big no, no. Maybe because I’ve watched too much horror movies. Hehehe.
For Law, debating has always been my passion. I love talking bout politics and everything that deals with the constitution and laws. I wanna be aware of rights and things that are helpful to people.
So I know you can tell what I chose.
Started reading philippine constitution.
Hope I wont stumble hard along the way.
Ciao.
fOrwaRded…
When times get rough, sometimes text messages from friends and loved ones always lifts us in ways.
I have here collections of messages that may not be that touching to you but it does to me.
From Rashe:
It’s my group of friends who made the story of my life.
In a thousand ways they have turned my limitations into beautiful privileges,
And enabled me to walk serene and happy in the shadow casted by my deprivation.
My friends are my oasis, encouraging me to go on.
They are essential to my well being.
Thank you for everything.
I could never afford to lose any of you…
DEFINITELY NOT YOU…
From Ate Pearl:
Just when everything is falling apart,
Look again…
Because maybe,
Just maybe…
Things are falling into their rightful places.
From Paolo:
To see how you survived and how truly happy you have become without them…
– That’s the sweetest revenge to those people who have hurt you.
From Ate Flor:
Moving on is not about “never looking back”…
It’s taking a glance of yesterday
And noticing how much you’ve grown since then.
From Ken:
I was on the stage of moving on…
I was discarding everything that reminds me of the past,
Though it’s heavy in my heart but I need to submit myself to the idea
Of living a separate life apart from the one I love
Days passed and I was able to manage being away,
Living on my own…
But when I saw him again,
I broke down into tears…
And suddenly I realized,
Yes I’ve moved on BUT I GUESS I FORGOT TO LET GO.
From Karen:
I guess there is just a point in my life
Where I just have to accept that not everything I wished
Or hoped for will come true.
Time will come that I just have to gather up
The courage to let go and just entrust everything to GOD,
Knowing HE won’t allow me to be in pain for the sake of hurting
But for the sake of learning.
One day I will truly understand that he knows me more than I know myself,
That even when I feel alone and misunderstand
And even sometimes unloved and used
There is still one person who knows all my flaws yet loves me
Unconditionally like no human can…
I admire people who make these quotes, I know deep in their hearts they may either be in pain, breaking, thankful to their friends. These people who are sincere in thanking their friends for the indefinite support that they showed to them. Thought that these words might be able to compensate the feeling of gratitude.
For those who are in pain, creating such beautiful words/phrases to console the hurts that kept crawling in their hearts. They wanted to reach out for the world by comforting themselves hoping to be convinced that things will be alright.
I am thankful that in ways, you made me feel better with these messages. To my friends who are very much sensitive to what I feel and how different I am. Who tries to understand my craziness despite the annoyance that I inflict. Thank you.
Thank your friends and loved ones. They’re the purest treasure.
Ciao
